How many of us really believe that is true?
Do you believe that God is good?
Down in the bottom of your heart, isn’t there a part that believes that He is only good as long as you do what He wants?
Or He is only good to certain (perfect/blond/tall/skinny/smart/ordained/etc) people?
Or maybe that dark corner harbors the belief that God isn’t good at all, but because He is the big, powerful Creator, we better obey His rules.
We all were born into satan’s kingdom, into his brainwashing, which constantly tells us that God isn’t really good, He can’t be trusted, and He withholds the really good stuff from us.
Same lie he’s been telling since Eden’s garden, with the same effect – we all struggle to believe in His goodness.
And we can’t trust Him if we don’t believe He is good.
Few of us are aware of how deep this foundational lie runs, or how thoroughly it’s entwined into the very fabric of our psyches.
We just run from God at every opportunity, rejecting everything about Him.
Even when Holy Spirit reveals God’s love for us and His desire to have a relationship with us, and we accept Him into our lives, we can still believe this lie.
So we put ourselves into the chains of religion – all those ‘Do’s and Don’ts’ we are told are His will for His children.
Or we continue to hide from Him in the deepest recesses of our hearts and minds, while outwardly ‘following Him’.
Or both. Or more. There are so many ways we live out our belief that He can’t be trusted.
What we believe about the goodness of God, whether He can be trusted or not, has a direct influence on what we believe about all the facets of our lives.
Only Holy Spirit can show you what you really believe, and what the truth really is. But it’s interesting to ask a few questions.
For instance, if you are having a problem with a coworker or family member, who do you talk to about it? Do you talk to God, or to someone (anyone) else?
What about when you are having a really good time on vacation – do you share your joy with God? Or do you hide it, feeling like maybe He’d be angry that you were having fun?
And then there’s the question of money – do you believe God wants you to have any?
Love – what about that? Do you think God wants you to have a good marriage?
And life – do you believe God wants you to have an abundant life, or a life of pain and suffering?
Our lack of belief in the goodness of God, combined with our feelings of unworthiness, keep us locked in to satan’s bondage. And create more and stronger bondage as time goes on, unless and until Holy Spirit begins to reveal Truth to us.
It is only as we begin to see that He is good, that we begin to trust Him enough to really have the kind of relationship with Him that He desires. A relationship that gives us peace and joy.
May Holy Spirit reveal to you the truth about God’s character, His love for you, and His desire for your good.
May every lie be broken that keeps you from believing His Truth and trusting in His goodness.
And may your relationship with Him grow deeper and broader the more you trust Him.